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It seems like it's been years since I was online for more than a few minutes. I'm not really feeling wordy tonight, though. Instead, I'm just trying to avoid homework. *g*

I had surgery on my spine in May and feel one hundred times better. Except now I have to wear this stupid fucking brace until August. It goes from right under my boobs down to my hips. It's plastic with this foamy stuff inside and since so far we've had more hot days than cool ones, not so much fun. Normally, I love hot weather. If it's not at least 90F, I'm not happy. But now it just sucks because ewww with the sweat. I don't think I've ever been so sweaty from doing nothing in my life. And since I wear a tank top under the brace my shirts are getting all nasty and stretched out. But on the plus side, one month down, only two left and did I mention how much better my back feels?!

I enrolled in some classes for this summer because a degree would be good. I'm already behind from all the time I took off because of my back, so I figured I'd take some classes now and then I'll be done by spring. Plus, these classes are only 8 weeks, which means midterms in a week and only four weeksleft. Which is another big happy YAY!

I went to apply for a job today and I've got a second interview on Friday. The idea of being able to pay my bills and have some money left over makes me so so happy. I feel like I haven't worked forever. When my back started hurting again I kind of locked myself away in my house and the anxiety and depression started kicking in. But the depression doesn't seem to be here anymore and the anxiety is under control. Panic attacks are much easier to deal with when they only happen every once and a while and not whenever I step outside.

I wrote some N/G. And I wrote some E/G. And I might have done a little JuC too. Yay for the slash. I'm still knitting, even though I'm not very good at it. I've been going to my cousin's little league games on the weekends and during the week after school. I took three of my baby cousins to the zoo and try to take them to a park at least once every two weeks. I went to the lake and laid on the beach. I feel really positive for the most part. Things are really looking up. Now I just need to get back in touch with everyone online and I'd be one extremely happy girl.

Mary! Jena! I miss you guys. *bg* Email me!


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Jun. 23rd, 2005 10:32 pm (UTC)
So happy to hear you are feeling better! and that you are back even for a little 5 minutes!:P
Jul. 9th, 2005 02:40 pm (UTC)
Thanks! It's great to be back, even if it is only for a few minutes. :)

Psst. I love your icon.
Jul. 10th, 2005 10:40 am (UTC)
Jul. 4th, 2005 12:28 pm (UTC)
Beccccccccaaaaaaa! *hugs you tightly* I'm SO incredibly happy to hear that you are finally feeling better. Hopefully the time you have to wear the brace will fly right on by.

What's the difference between N/G and E/G? I want you to know that I COMPLETELY blame you. I may have become addicted to CSI. So much so that I'm renting dvds of the episodes from blockbuster. Its TOTALLY your fault. Spike TV here plays it twice a weeknight. Its on all the time. And I've got five seasons to catch up on! The guy at blockbuster sympathized with me though. He went through the same thing in January. So little miss becca are you happy now? I think you should mail me everything you've written ever to make up for the delicious torture you've inflicted on me. And I may or may not want to write a JuC!CSI. Like I've been thinking about it lots. Just for me though. Well and you if you wanted to read it. *snuggles you*
Jul. 9th, 2005 02:48 pm (UTC)
Time is definitely flying by. I go in for my doctor appointment the second week of August to find out if I can take it off. Yay!

Okay. N/G is CSI!Nick and CSI!Greg. E/G is RPS, Eric Szmanda and George Eads. In my mind, N/G and E/G are actually very similar. I think E/G have the same type of personalities/outlooks as N/G. Not sure if I'm making a lot of sense but the boys make me all ramble-y.

And yay! Because I got you hooked. It's the hotboysex science that does it for you, isn't it. :) I'm very happy now. OHHH!1 I want to write CSI!JuC too! But you could write it, and oh how happy would that make me. Write it for us.

*snuggles you back*
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